Whose father begged for mercy in the kitchen?Whose memory will frame the photographand use the memory for what it wasnever meant for by this girl, that old man, who wascaught on a ball field, near a window: war,exhorted through the grief a photographrevives. (Or was the team a covert branchof a banned group; were maps drawn in the kitchen,a bomb thrust in a hollowed loaf of bread?)What did the old men pray for in their housesof prayer, the teachers teach in schoolhousesbetween blackouts and blasts, when each word wasflensed by new censure, books exchanged for bread,both hostage to the happenstance of war?Sometimes the only schoolroom is a kitchen.Outside the window, black strokes on a graphof broken glass, birds line up on bare branches.“This letter curves, this one spreads its brancheslike friends holding hands outside their houses.”Was the lesson stopped by gunfire? Wasthere panic, silence? Does a torn photographstill gather children in the teacher’s kitchen?Are they there meticulously learning war-time lessons with the signs for house, book, bread?
Marilyn Hacker.
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